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My Despair

Typical illustration in a 19th century book ab...

Typical illustration in a 19th century book about Physiognomy (on the left: “Utter despair”, and on the right: “Rage mixed with fear”) (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

If only the world could see what I feel then, would the world, know who I am?

I’ve loved, lost and feared the world, for it is sometimes too much to bear.

Control, power, is what I fear for I am weak inside and full of pain

I shout and cry, but knowing there is nobody there to hear me I swallow the shame and anger that lies beneath me.

I am lost to reality and living in time Though I am struggling through life and all that it offers, I am only human and that is what makes me . . . Me.(or am I?)

Still, I wish for the happiness and pleasure that I have earned, but realize that, I have not yet overcome the world’s greatest challenge, Love! and how to accept it – I am ready to face my fears…

 

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